Well, for starters, there are so many things going on lately even it's only the third month of 2019. 

First of all, the new job is reallyyy reaaalllyyyy consumes me (both the energy and the mind). Still trying to adjust with all the pressures. Well last month, I fell sick and was hospitalized for 7 days. At the same time, my Grandpa just passed away. I've sent all my prayers to him. February was so gloomy.

After a long hard workweek which really drain my energy, I felt like a robot who woke up every morning being a corporate slave washed away by a hectic work until noon. Fell asleep at night and repeat that shitty routines from Monday to Friday. I was about to give up back and forth, complaining and whining about everything... Wow adulthood is really sucks man, the thought of making your own money were nothing like the kind you'd expect as an independent carreer-woman. Well you've been working as hell, you got paid, but you also got bills to pay. There was one of  the hella day while I was on the train to work, I called my mom and said I can't stand it anymore, I want to quit the job and come back home instead. She said "Okay, do not hesitate, come home then. I've never asked you to bother yourself, it was your choice after all." 

But I've been thinking and thinking and alot of thinking until later on I realized, that is the phase of life you have to face it whether you like it or not. I tried to see the silver lining though. I convinced my self to have some responsibilities and stood up for what I chose. I believe all the struggles will pay off eventually. So yeah, I survived (at least until now, lol) 

I just need to find a way how to recharge myself. So last weekend, I went on staycation with close friends. We book a nice place to stay from Airbnb. It is located in such an exquisite neighborhood at Gerlong-Bandung. The house is warm, clean, and smells really good. It gave us the comfy feeling like home yet still so fancy like on a vacation. The time we've spent are good enough to help us rebuild the positivity energy. Laughing till it hurts was the best medicine in the world.

Picture 1: The Balcony of Homestay

Picture 3: Spaghetti Oglio e Olio made by us

Notes: I grabbed first and second pictures from their website, not the credits of mine. I've been busy enjoying the serenity of Bandung so I forgot to take some pictures for my blog.